Is a mistake...

It's a big mistake to accept a new roomate...
I feel like no more freedom, the room is no longer belong to me...
The lifestyle is not suitable for me.
arhh!!! Stress!!!!

好朋友

到现在为止，我还是把你当成我最好的朋友。
那你呢？我想这份友情已经变了。
从我们什么秘密都可以分享到不想再分享大家的秘密。
从很多话题变很少话题，我真的担心有天我们会没有话题。
也许你已经觉得我很烦了。

最近的心情都不是很好，不知为什么，你对我真的越想越多了。
甚至我说一些普通的道理，你都会觉得很敏感。
为什么会这样呢？你几时和她一样，这么喜欢把我的秘密说出去？
我真的很不高兴，但我现在觉得如果有天我们绝交了你也不会怎样。
失望，我很失望我们的友谊也会走到这一步。
说真的，我对你的信任已经慢慢减少了。

有时候旁观者说得对，你对别人好未必别人会一样对你好。
你当别人是好朋友，未必得到对方的认可。
突然间，我越来越觉得事实真的是这样。
以前的你，会很主动找我吃饭聊天的。
现在的你，也只会远离我。

是这样吗？我不想想太多。因为我控制不了。
我能够做的，我想就是当作没有一回事，继续做回以前的我。
至于你要怎样对我，我也不会执着于你的选择了。

友谊就像化学里说的"bond"。
我们的友谊属于坚强又强壮的"hydrogen bond"？
还是软弱无比的"covalent bond"？
真正的考验终于来了。

car is important

Finally I can feel that u cant live in malaysia without a car. Malaysia public transport is like a shit! Slow, not on time and full with those smelly person. Ishhhh!! I wanna bring a car.

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Tight or Loose?

When you are fall in love with someone, and you do not know about what is the people thinks about you, what should you do? Should you giving more concern to him/her or just give him/her some freedom (means when he/she needs you, he/she will find you)? Hmm, this is about active and passive. To someone who is active, you should show your passive; to someone who is passive, you should show your active. Is that true?

I totally cannot guess what the person want and what the person need. I need some direction. You know, waiting is kind of suffering. But forgetting is a type of ignoring... At least you don't need to think too much that the moment of waiting. I find that it is really wasting time to keep waiting for that. In this moment, i started to watch Korean show which named 'Running Man'. It is super funny and bring cheer to me. Especially when i see Gary's perseverance towards Song Ji Hyo. His love still the same towards her. This is so touchful when Ji Hyo gives some react to Gary. Haha! Fighting, Gary~ Bless you both...

Hmmm, i will try my best as Gary did. Hopefully, you will give me a chance to take care of you.