大马的地铁上...

在大马有很多不同公司的地铁，当中有个地铁属于大马历史悠久，拥有百年服务的KTM。KTM的覆盖范围很广，路线也很方便，所以成为很多人的乘搭，但却不得到大家的喜爱，因为它总是让你又爱又恨。爱，是因为路线很方便；恨是因为很多方面。

先说服务和系统，KTM给的服务还不错，可惜不是每个工作人员都是一样地和蔼可亲、亲切地对待或帮助每一位顾客。其实问题是出在系统上，这百年的公司犹如百年的机器，从来没有进步的空间。让顾客刷卡的机器每个月大约会坏个两三次，没有一次火车是准时到的，加上速度好像在大海里坐舢板船一样的慢。

最近KTM进了一批从中国运来的新火车，因为之前都是用韩国Hyundai的旧货。以为换了火车就能够舒服地抵达目的地，怎知道新火车会越坐越累，越坐会越埋怨。 三十五分钟的车程被拖延到一个小时，而且只是短短的路程，真的叫人难以接受。

除了不准时和速度慢的问题，我想大家都会面对的问题就是有很多味道很重的人和一些变态佬。每一次都会有外劳的存在，不是要针对他们，只是他们的味道也过度浓郁，偶尔令到我们很难呼吸呢。除了味道，我还曾经被非礼过，感觉上真的很想杀掉他们。不是因为我被非礼而生气，而是我被肮脏又粘粘的手摸来摸去。

恐怖之余也可以看到人性的丑态，年轻的一辈总是在火车上大吵大闹，根本不会让位需要座位的人 。老一辈的人总是爱讲电话讲大大声，怕死别人听不到这样。当你遇到帅哥的时候，帅哥的眼神总会望着你，这是求助的眼神？还是放电的眼神？ 哈哈～ 我喜欢这样的感觉。

Ignore me?

Why everyone like to ignore me? Just because i am not cute as pokemon, not handsome than Brad Pitt, not muscular as Hugh Jackman? Ishh... everyone will only find me when they meet trouble.
If you really know my advice is so work, then you should not treat me like an instructor. Please treat me as your friend. Don't always find me when you meet trouble. I am not your task manager, i am not your trouble killer. I am just your friend.

I should be more independent. Living without you all, although i will not happy, but at least i won't sad because of caring how you treat me. I look like an idiot who always waste my time on nonsense. I am feeling not good all the way from yesterday till today. I just need someone to concern me, but who? Nobody care about me. Even i help you a lot, you still never treat me like a true friend. I feel sad, I feel hurt.

减肥是为了自己，不是为了别人。

在面子书上一个四十三岁的模特儿，拥有一个二十几岁的身材，三十岁的样貌。
一个整天玩面子书的我，二十三岁，却像个三十岁的样貌，四十岁的身材。
惭愧，超级惭愧的。
就是因为自己的懒惰，造成一事无成的自己。
上个学期，勤劳读书的我，去了哪里？我就连我的报告写了两个星期都才做了几面。突然觉得自己真的浪费了很多时间。我的判断能力差了，做什么都婆婆妈妈了。

今天收拾行李回家的时候，才发现自己用了整个早上才能收拾好。只是回家几天而已，却什么都不知道要怎么处理。好惨啊～不能再网上无所事事了，一定要把东西做完才能娱乐啊～
小弟，你又不是不知道后果，干嘛要这样堕落呢？赶快把报告写好，然后开始拟构整本毕业论文啦。

减肥的路程虽然艰辛，希望我能够做回一个二十三岁的身材和样貌。

I should be the one

Don't worry, it's not your fault, i should be the one who say sorry to myself. I understand that i should not interrupt too much about it. I just hope some days you will belong to me. But you told me you love him very much, you will feel guilty when you are close to me. I am not willing to accept, but I have to. Perhaps I will not contact with you anymore. Best wishes for you.

ASAP quit smoking campaign concert

wuhooo~ it's a free admission concert held in UKM just now. Luckily, i am attending it. Feeling so excited and rock myself on at the ASAP quit smoking campaign concert. The artists who perform tonight included Amy Wang (who is my favorite), Iqwal (well, the emcee keep saying he is so famous but i don't really know who is him), Tuxy (who is a beat-box brilliant), Liyana Jusmay (actress from a malay show) and Vic Teo (Malaysian's Idol 2nd Runner up).

It suppose to be a successful event as many artists from Malaysia joining this concert, but still UKM's people are not active and too active. For those who are not active, they just coming university for study, attend class and going back to their own room. For those who are too active, their meeting never finish. Perhaps I already quit from the "too active" category.

The program start with a short movie directed by a young director, Aaron. The movie is quite nice but I am too tired to watch it. I started to wake up when the first artist show off her voice. She is Amy Wang. I had listened to her voice live quite few times, so today i feel excited because I can listen to her once again. I like her singing especially the song "wo shi yi zhi xiao xiao niao".

And the last part was memorable because is a male artist - Vic Teo. He has a small tummy, i can see it when he keep clapping his hands... wahaha! and he is wearing CK undies. Sexy man~ I am really tired now like going to club. Let's think back, i has been 1 year time din step into any club, am I consider a good boy now? hmm, I am good boy, but wild. Time to bath, wash away all the sweat and have a good night.