5 March 2013 11.05pm Hot Weather
I been a while i had tried to look for a job in Singapore, not much time had consumed, only 2 months plus as now I am still attending to interviews. I bring a new hope here after I decided to stop my further study at my previous university. It's really need a rational and courage to make a decision like this as I will lose an precious opportunity to further study when I am still young. But life always has its obstacle and we need to overcome it all the time. I cannot expect when will I graduated from the study and my senior already give an example of himself that he can't graduated in expected time. I am worrying about what if my dad still have to work until he is old and I still not able to carry the whole family's responsible? I deficit RM 5000 for the tuition fee.
It is so down when you are jobless for 2 months. I thought I can get a job within a month time. But fact is still the fact, we are consider foreigner worker here really face a big trouble. When you search the job which is relevant to your field, you will feel the chance is coming. But when you read until the last sentence, you will debacle. "Singaporean or PR only", this are the words that I don't like to see but it appears 70% in the job description. Oh My Gosh! I am tiring after conducted 4 interviews to make myself more experienced in interviews. I had try variety of interviews and it really makes me phobia once a while. Face to the fact, I could not waste much more time as I do not have much time left. I just can beg to the God everyday. Please give me a job. I want to end my emotion life like this. I feel tired, bored, no energy everyday.
Dear God, I hope i can pass this coming interview on Friday. May You bless me.
