Today is my eldest sister marriage registration day

2day is my dearest and eldest sister marriage registration day.... 23/4/2010. i cant attend it because i have to attend my final examination at UKM. It's Introduction to Polymer paper. So lucky i still know how to do half paper...haha! 2day quite moody and emotional because i had thought a lot of things. I don't like to grow up as all of us had become older and the life is full with adventure, together come with the stress.

stress, why will i feel stress? there are nothing i can worry about. I am worrying i will lost a lot of my happiness. yea~ i am not happy these days. think like when a person growing up, they will lost their happiness cause they will think too much. i feel stress on my study. Both of my jie jie are brilliant, both are 1st class degree owner... and i am just nothing. only third class student. i know my parents din give me pressure on what i should get my 1st class also, but i know they hoping me as i can do it as my sisters do.

da jie, you big liao lolx.... have to marry liao~ take care of yourslf o~ i will miss you de....wish you happy all the time, dunno when will turn it to er jie... and soon will be me... haha~ think too much liao~ hmmmm~~i also don't know will i get marry someday onot, cause i already fed up with my love-ship... i dun trust it anymore.... hehe~ ^^.... feel sleepy now.... miss my family a lot!!!!! arhhh~~~ muacks~~~~

sleep 1st... bye bye!